At least I'm not a starving child in Africa.

I haven't written in a while. so i decided today should be the day.

Thanksgiving was extremely different. but all together really good for my family.

we had a loner thanksgiving. my aunt and my cousin missed their first thanksgiving with us in literally.. years. and the fact of us living in like.. a beach house in the warm sunshine state, well. it was different. my cousin had a baby the day before thanksgiving. she's a beautiiiful child. rhylee jane, i think that's how it's spelled.

anyways, we took family pictures, mainly of me, my sister, and my brother. had a wonderful meal, and watched football and lord of the rings.

black friday was GREAT!. my parents got us a brand new christmas tree, saying that our other tree was older than my mom. haha. not really. but still. anyways, we decorated the tree. then we went shopping for all our christmas presents. me and mir picked out stuff that we wanted. then mom and dad bought it, and it will sit under the tree until christmas. yay!

but one thing that really saddens me. is the freaking greed in this country. people are so ridiculous. a worker at walmart in new york got KILLED by a mob of people. like, are you kidding me? how do you not notice someone lying on the ground dying? it's sickening. which has made me realize, that it's not at about me . who really cares about presents . the main thing i'm excited about is getting to see my family that i get to see once a year. :) :) and getting past finals. cuz that is just something i'm not looking forward to. because.. well. i've never taken a final before. and i have no idea how to realy study for one. eek.

so, i'm starting early. and studying hardcore. i won't be going home until christmas break. so i can focus focus focus.

then i get to go have a Tennessee christmas. :D . i think that's all i have to share for now.

oh, i reallllly wish my aunt , uncle, and baby cousin were home. they're stationed in Germany right now. and i am vurry sad. :/ no christmas with them this year. hah. which is why i should go visit them next summer! what a great idea.

that's all for now, world.

Happy Holidays. Merry Christmas Time. Happy Hanukkah, Whatever ya wanna call it.

Sleep & Food Depriving Emergency Rooms

First of all i wanna thank all my friends thank you for praying today. Although prolly no one is reading this, i'm just declaring the love i have for all of my friends right now. It makes me feel cared for.

So, anyways. I shall share my fun story of the day.
I woke up this morning, to my mom breathing hard and freaking out, but in a calm way. She told me that she was having chest pain and now it was radiating down her left arm. and that is never a real good sign. So i'm like freaking out. But she takes my brother to the bus stop, then comes back. ( she's supposed to be leaving to go to atlanta on a women's retreat, so she really doesn't wanna go to the ER.) But I make her go, and we're going. and then we're driving trying to find the hospital, and she's all " Christina if i faint get help. " and i'm like DON'T SAY THAT AHHH. so we're both on the point of tears.completely stressed out. we get to the er then she gets in within like 5 minutes of us getting there which is a complete miracle saying that emergency rooms normally take forever to get you in. thank the lord. but they get her in i text like everyone in the world asking for prayer. and the prayer worked. all of her tests came out fine. but somehow all the tests took like from 8:30 to 3:00 so i spent my lovely school day at the emergency room. I've had like soo much stress, and only a pack of peanut butter for lunch, so i'm going to get a HUGEE southern cooked meal, and watch movies while I watch my brother.


I thank God soo much for the clear results, and thank everyone for praying and supporting my family on this hard day. I love all of ya'll.

My weekend and veterans day.

this weekend my lovie joshua came down to visit and we were little rebels. well, not really. but he got his first tattoo! :) it was exhilarating. i was soooooo tempted to get my nose pierced but my daddy would have had a mental break down. but we had a good weekend, watching movies, going to the beach, and being the big losers we are. i watched tons of people surf, and i wanna learn how soo bad.

Then I went to school on monday knowing there wouldn't be school on tuesday. And I love having no school on a random tuesday! Last night me and my friend katie went to target and dinked around, then went and got gas, then went and looked at wedding magazines in books a million. then her friend hannah came, and we went to yogaberry. it was pimppp. and although we didn't do much, we had an awesome time being retarded and hanging out.

another weird thing, we all just moved here, and one is from one side of my family's town, and the other is from my other side of the family's town. weiiird stuff i'm telling you. we were meant to be. haha.

that's all for now. i am now going to continue my movie marathon of oldschool love stories. :)

Oh, i've decided that i want to go live in New Zealand with Sam instead of going to school in u.s. she said she's got room for me ! :D

My thoughts on the past week.

So, a little re-cap real quick. i'm pretty much not too involved in anything in my town. i have friensd, but not too many that i wanna hang out with outside of school. The politics have been going crazy, and we have our first african american president. It's constant bad weather, and i've been getting completely lost on why I am in this petty little town, smaller than the one I was in before.

but really, and for some reason i do not know why, i have been completely at peace about it all. It's incredible. All i want to do is talk to the ones i love the most, have Jesus time, play the guitar, or listen to peaceful acoustic music. I love this feeling! I really think it's from the fact that i recently decided to start trusting God, fully. Rather saying that i did, but really didn't. So, that's really what i'm doing. Who cares if i'm a loner at school, I'm getting things accomplished in God's kingdom. He has a plan. For everything. these next four years with barack, my life in florida, all the way into eternity. So, yeah, man. Rock on with it all. :)


all time favorite song
Kari Jobe

I will sing this in a church some day.

The more I seek you,
The more I find you.
The more I find you,
The more I love you.

I wanna sit at your feet,
drink from the cup in your hand.
lay back against you and breathe,
feel your heartbeat.
this love is so deep,
it's more than I can stand.
I melt in your peace,
it's overwhelming.

The more I seek you,
the more i find you,
the more i find you,
the more i love you.


I wanna sit at your feet,
drink from the cup in your hand.
lay back against you and breathe,
feel your heartbeat.
this love is so deep,
it's more than I can stand.
I melt in your peace,
it's overwhelming.