pro-life.

i was talking to my friend today, and i'm so glad that us teens cannot vote. because i know so many people who have no ideaaaa what they are talking about! it almost angers me.

i listened to a really good radio show the other nigtht that james dobson hosted , and it had a guy who wrote an essay on obama's extremism towards abortion. and it really breaks my heart to know what he will do if he gets to be president.

so, check it out. pleassee.

http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/viewarticle.php?selectedarticle=2008.10.14_George_Robert_Obama%27s%20Abortion%20Extremism_.xml

Jesus, i plead your blood over my sins
and the sins of my nation.
God, end abortion and send revival to America.

My Three Day Weekend In Jesup, Hick town, Georgia.

Well i had an extremely eventful long weekend. and honestly, i don't know why i'm typing my whole weekend out. but. blogs are fun. and i enjoy letting my feelings out through something that most likely no one will read anyways. haha.

Friday, I drove hurridly to Jesup, and spent the evening with joshua, watching what happens in vegas, and a really funny movie that i can't remember the name of. I found though, that i have a strong liking towards guys with english accents. i don't know why. I then waited on erica to come home from the football game in brunswick, then i left josh's and went to her house to spend the night. we talked reallll late about life, love, stupid girl things, but it actually was really good to talk to someone who understood. although she is a catholic, and we have many differences , we somehow have sooo many things alike in our personalities. it's great.

saturday, we woke up at like freakin 8 oclock and went to babysit my little kids until one. and even though we were ridiculously tired, we had a good time cookin mac'n'cheese and playing hide and go seek throughout the mansion. after that we went to the arch fest and mcdonalds. and met up with andrew, erica's boyfriend, my best friend. I traveled around the place and talked to old friends i had not seen in a while, then made adventures for the next few hours. That night we had a big bonfire with all my close friends and me, andrew, and kara all played the guitar. it sounds like the typical movie cheesey ordeal. but really, it was like such a perfect night. it was cold, the acoustic sound elevated through the air, the sky was clear with abundant stars. it was an amazing night, filled with major fun, mudbogging, screaming , row row row your boat, and many more random advetures.

sunday, i woke up and had a huge breakfast with the 2nd family. the afternoon didn't work out as i plan, cuz me and my best friend got in a pretty major huge fight, and because of my hormonal pissy mood, i made things worse. but eventually i calmed down, and went to my friend wills house and got things off my mind. then blah blah blah, i hung out with people. i spent the night with josh that night, and we watched a documentary about porpuses and dolphins. there was a guy with a scottish accent narrorating, and it was pretty darn funny to watch.

monday, i woke up at 6:00 to go eat breakfast with my friend whom which i just had got done fighting with. it was extremely awkward, and we didn't get to talk long because she had schoool, but it was okay. cuz it brought us back closer again. i then went to the most amazing person evers house, Kalyn Mullis. Which actually was fun, but weird. She lives in my old house, so while hanging out with her i was flooded with constant memories of my child/teen hood. I didn't want to leave when it was time to go. i went back into town, said my goodbye's , then headed back home.

The drive wasn't long at all. the two and a half hours with no music and really no sound at all some how flew by. Now, i'm extremely wasted on like 15 hours of sleep for like.. 3 days. so i'm taking an early night in and going to sleep at 9.

this was extremely long, but now my night is complete. :)

g'night world.

Country Music.

It's my soul music. My roots. Idk. It's just something that i can blast out my window, and it'll make me feel incredibly soo much better.


so, i don't have too much to say. but i will share a good song with ya'll .

I wanna live- Josh Gracin

sometimes I feel like I need to shake myself, to wake myself:
I feel like I'm just sleep walkin' through my life.
It's like I'm swimmin' in an ocean of emotion,
But still, somehow, slowly goin' numb inside.
I don't like who I'm becomin', I know I've gotta do somethin',
Before my life passes right by.

I want to cry like the rain, cry like the rain,
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'.
Sing to the heavens like a church bell ringin',
Fight with the devil an' go down swingin'.
Fly like a bird, roll like a stone,
Love like I ain't afraid to be alone.
Take everything that this world has to give,
I wanna live.

Sometimes I wonder why I work so hard to guard my heart.
Well, I hardly feel anything at all.
I've spent my whole life buildin' up this ivory tower.
And now that I'm in it, I keep wishin' it would fall.
So I can feel the ground beneath me, really taste this air I'm breathin',
And know that I'm alive.

I want to cry like the rain, cry like the rain,
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'.
Sing to the heavens like a church bell ringin',
Fight with the devil an' go down swingin'.
Fly like a bird, roll like a stone,
Love like I ain't afraid to be alone.
Take everything that this world has to give,
I wanna live,
I wanna live.

Somethin' deep inside keeps sayin life is like a vapor,
It's gone in just the twinklin' of an eye.

I want to cry like the rain, cry like the rain,
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'.
Sing to the heavens like a church bell ringin',
Fight with the devil an' go down swingin'.
Fly like a bird, roll like a stone,
Love like I ain't afraid to be alone.
Take everything that this world has to give.
I wanna take every breath I can get,
I wanna live.



goodnight worlld. :)

High School.

I blame those stupid teachers for making me go to pre-school twice. other wise i'd be a senior now.
( fact: in georgia if your birthday is in september and youre 4 in preschool, they make you go to preschool again. ) so i'm all."that's not cool."

i don't really have a full mind tonight. i don't feel good. my back aches. and my head hurts from doing pre-calculus. sheesh!

but i do know one thing. that i have the strongest desire to write a song. chords. lyrics. everything. and although it may take a while. i really want to do it. it's a goal i'm setting to do before christmas. :) so , carry on my wayward son. there'll be peace when you are done.

haha, oh. and. i finally got some honesty out of a friend tonight. and really, it was really. really . really. good to finally know the truth. so. i'm a content young gal tonight.

goodnight world.

Thoughts..

so, i went out for my nightly think session. i sat on my car. put on my hefty jacket, and while the wind blew through my hair and across my face, tears ran down my face. and although things have gotten better in my situation in making friends, i somehow find it incredibly hard to keep on going.

so, i picked up my phone to run to a friend. and something popped into my head that was spoken by a guy at a youth thing i went to saturday night. " the difference between a mature christian and a baby christian , is the mature christian runs to God first, instead of friends or mentors. " It was like a freaking slap in the face. God's sittin there like, " wow, you're really going to call him. over me. kinda like the creator of the universe here..?"and i was like. dude. i'm sorry.

which also triggered another thing. i have major trust issues. and i realized, that if i can't trust God, i can't trust anyone.


so those are my two things to start working on. of course there are freaking many other issues, but i choose those two first. haha.

g'night world. sleep in peace.

So frustrated.

my town is just so.. full of. people. that makes no sense. but. agh. Jesup is full of people influencing my friends to do bad things. and i'm just so sick of it! but anyways, i've got some friends that are really hurting right now. and i loveeee them to death. this song is for you. :)

I know the pain you feel inside
and the tears you try to hide
in your heart you ask God why
Can you help me
will you help me please
Take the away the Pain
with the sun i feel the rain
Then I hear your spirit

say
That I am


Free
free to lift my hands
Free to say Amen
Free to know that someday I will Smile again
i'm Free
Free to laugh not cry
Free to live not die
Because of your love I know that I'm free

Verse2-
I know you're troubled by your past
And you hide behind your mask
the misery it seems to last
Thru the night but it's alright
Joy is just a prayer away
don't look back at yesterday
Then I hear your spirit

say
That I am
Repeat chorus

Bridge-
ohhhh no more pain and lonliness
For Christ has set me free ohhh
For we are more than conquerers
Thru his love now i can see that i am

Jesus has a plan for me.

So I, Christina Coleman, would like to first off welcome you to my blog. Thanks for reading folks. I had another blog, and went to find, it but totally forgot the name of it, so i just made a new one. whoop whoop!

Anyhow, Today was an amazing day. I for the first time ever (since living in Ponte Vedra) hung out with friends tonight. Me and my friend Katie went to a place called zoe's kitchen. it was sorta healthy greek...ish. stuff. idk. it was good. we then headed over to a journey / landrum middle school, and we waited till it started. we then walked in, and found that it was not a concert that we thought we were going to, but it was a worship concert. God completely rocked my world. I had no idea that he would start to involve me in a church on a night when i thought i was just hanging out with friends. But it was just amazing! The night was amazing, and well. life is good.


"praise be to God. " hahahah. that's all for now, folks. i shall now proceed to wake up my mom and butlahhh and watch the redsocks destroy the rays. :) g'night.