God is my bffl.

You think you're all alone, and then he comes out and is all. "hey, i know where you are. i know you're heart. chill your beans. "

and i'm all. Geeeee.

God introduced me to a family tonight who is a Great Godly family, big with the ihop movement and really incredibly nice. I was just like, wow. and it turns out there is a jax ihop run by alan hoods nephew that just started so i'm gonna start goin on friday nights. i'm sooo excited. ugh, it's incredible.



So, Jesus loves me. this i know. for.. he tells me so! :)


and he's also given me strenght to hold onto what i say i will do. and i've held on. i'm sooo proud of myself. blah. :)

So, this weekend. was so insanely just.. incredible.

we went to a conference with jason upton. and it was just.. wow. he doesn't care about stepping on peoples toes, making people think.

another thing. his new cd, is amazing. i loveeee Jesus.


but basically, to sum it up. I'm free. I'm free.

I Love Imogen Heap.

They're so.. just. ahh. yeah. words can't explain.
Today was good. took my finals, then went to mcdonals with my mommy. then we played wii at the house. it was pimpdizzzzzzle.

Going to Jason Upton Conference tomorrow. Our youth group and him are gonna chill. pimppp.

I just got done washing and cleaning my car, and it's awesome. i'm listening to speeding cars. it's awesome.


yeah, this has been random. but i'm happy. so it's cool. a;sldkfja;sldkj! holllller, mayne.

Finals, and Songs that make you cry.

It's not a good mixture. i try to study and i end up laying on my floor crying with that just emotional satisfaction that God is with me. And i love it. (ironically i was listening to God with us by mercy me.) bahaa.

So, God. it's me and you. i'm going to stick this week out. study for finals as daggum hard. and really try to do better next semester. ha. i defff. need prayer to make it through this week. but after this it will be a huge releif. these are the days to see how strong i am. and out of my stubbornness i shall be strong. not even that but i did the thing that i had been really needing to do. finally became single. i haven't been focused at all on God. more my self pity and my boyfriend. well. Boys are gone. schools going to be a slight easier since it'll be the beginning of the semester. and maybe i'll get some time really to myself. not like i wasn't alone or anything else last semester. geez. i'm such a door knob. haha.


i really do love these blogs, typing to the world that doesn't hear or see, but i can still share my feelings, in an organized way other than just thinking.


going to study now. iljesus. :) haha.

p.s. i want a camera . badly.

It's a new day.

I haven't posted on this thing since last year! hahah.

finals are next week, which annoys me. cuz i mean. who wants christmas break knowing they have to come back and take freakin finals!? no one, i tell you. no one.

but it's a new year. so my resolution is to have a better attitude about everything that comes my way. which shouldn't be a problem cuz i'll be busy for the next month or so. i finish this week up studying, then this weekend my sissy is coming home and we're going back to jesup to visit friends and family. then the next week i have finals wednesday , thursday, and friday, which means monday and tuesday are total cram days. haha. but all those days i get out at like... 12. so friday afternoon i leave for Jesup again, but only long enough to get on a van with all my church buds and go to milledgeville to host a jason upton conference. we're helping out, cuz our good friends mom is speaking and we invited jason, therefore he's leadingworship and stuff. it'll be fantastic. then that next monday i have school off so i'll prolly chill in brunswick with joshua, then go home.then i have a three more days of school before i have ANOTHER day off. that's when everything slows down. but i'm getting a job in the nursery at my church, and there's a homeschooler girl that's 17. i'm hoping it will be another kalyn situation. haha. :)



speaking of which. for christmas i got her a horton hears a who board game. it's pretty much pimptastic.


anyways.




life is good. (eterrnal life is bettttter. haha.)


peace out mayneeees.