It's not a good mixture. i try to study and i end up laying on my floor crying with that just emotional satisfaction that God is with me. And i love it. (ironically i was listening to God with us by mercy me.) bahaa.
So, God. it's me and you. i'm going to stick this week out. study for finals as daggum hard. and really try to do better next semester. ha. i defff. need prayer to make it through this week. but after this it will be a huge releif. these are the days to see how strong i am. and out of my stubbornness i shall be strong. not even that but i did the thing that i had been really needing to do. finally became single. i haven't been focused at all on God. more my self pity and my boyfriend. well. Boys are gone. schools going to be a slight easier since it'll be the beginning of the semester. and maybe i'll get some time really to myself. not like i wasn't alone or anything else last semester. geez. i'm such a door knob. haha.
i really do love these blogs, typing to the world that doesn't hear or see, but i can still share my feelings, in an organized way other than just thinking.
going to study now. iljesus. :) haha.
p.s. i want a camera . badly.
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